the anger in me

i almost exploded yesterday evening. i was so angry at the junior for not paying attention when we were discussing about work. she just turned her head and asked the question again when we already have the answer.

my face turned red immediately. i felt so hot. i wanted to scream at her. but i didnt. i knew my intonation was higher when i told her off. she just laughed and said sorry sorry. and continued laughing and went back to her seat to revise her work.

people said i'm a patient person. but i guess it's getting thinner now. my fire is getting stronger. i'm trying to hold myself back whenever something irritates me. i dont want to scream and regret later. because when you are angry, you dont know what words will come out from the mouth. so, i have been going to the toilet quite often to chill out first, before i correct them.

argh! i hope i wont slap either one of them in future.

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