Queen Of Bee

I wrote these 10 years ago. I used to commute to work via KTM train, hence I have a lot of "waiting time" at train station. The content of this book were mostly about my "pain" waiting for the train and summaries of how my day went by.  " Missed the train by seconds.... too many people...the day sucks... etc. "  The reason I write is because I like to read back what I have written months / years ago. Sometimes, will bring back sweet memories, but of course, there will be some "not so pleasant" memories. So, 10 years ago, when life was simpler, books were my companion when I commute. No FB, no Insta, no smartphone, no MRT!! And writing was only possible when I was sitting and waiting for the arrival of KTM train. Not sure whether I read this somewhere, or  maybe I actually wrote the above? Hahaha....  Reading this 10 years later, not bad eh...   Today, 10 years ago, it was about how the day went by, and what would be co...

the past 2 weeks, i have traveled to Taiwan. it has been a fun 10 days with sisters and friends. served us right for not checking the weather properly, hence brought the wrong cloths. cold. really cold. overall, the trip was pampered as we hired a driver from the start until the end of the tour. spent quite a lot of time traveling as we covered from north, down to the middle of the island and headed back up to TaoYuan.  and for the past 2 weeks, Malaysia was famous all around the world due to the missing MH370 aeroplane that was supposed to fly to Beijing, but went out of radar half way through. we got the news prior to boarding. it was not a good news for those boarding a plane. i brushed the news off, saying it was fake. when i was in the plane, i was worried. i prayed for a smooth take off, a smooth journey, and a smooth landing. thank goodness.  24 Mar, PM announced that MH370 crashed into the Indian Ocean. what's the reason for MH370 to make a detour from its origi...

what have i been doing for the past many many months? i stopped writing in September, not that i have been writing daily. which i tried to, but i failed. anyway, October has been fun. it was because i traveled to Osaka with my sisters and friends. we spent about 9 days there. from Osaka, we headed to Kyoto first, then back to Osaka. a very lovely country. a very clean country. a very systematic country, whereby the public transportation is awesome. we used the bus and the train throughout the journey. did we get lost? maybe, i guess. but the japanese were kind enough to show us the correct route, although they could not speak english.  and when i came back from Osaka, 3 days later, i went to Bali. it was my company trip. 3d2n. yeah, a very short trip. we only saw a volcano, and went to kuta beach. and we were back in KL. the flight was in the afternoon, so, first day was gone. and the flight back on day 3 was in the afternoon as well. so, in total, i think i spent less than ...

“1st day of school.  The coach & student met. Hello! Nice to meet you!  And classes started. The student had so much fun learning / discovering new things from the coach. And the coach, learnt something from the student as well. You will never know what you can learn from another person! And there is no full-stop in learning. To teach is to learn.  3 months down the road, the was a pop-quiz session. The coach asked a question. It was a subjective question. Since it was a subjective question, hence there was no right or wrong answer. The answer from the student gave the coach a surprised. The coach expected another answer from the student. The student was feeling down. She tried to be his best student. The coach wanted her to be his top student.  Both had a discussion. And came to an agreement.  That both will continue to learn from each other. Learning is a long journey. The start of a journey is always fun & exciting. Discovering new things al...

this morning, house phone was ringing non-stop. it was 630am. i was in the toilet, doing big business. when no one picked up the phone, my guess was both mum and dad went out. and jane woke up and ran to pick up the phone. and she yelled, "mum accident! faster faster!!: luckily i was done, and three of us drove down to the scene. it was just at the junction nearby our house. when we were driving downhill, we saw mum sitting by the roadside. as we were walking towards her, we saw her bleeding. OMG!! the blood was on her neck, and i thought from her ear as well. but luckily no. she just sat there, and said,"i'm in pain! i want to go hospital." dad was not with her during the accident, as dad was supposed to go to putrajaya hospital for his physio. luckily he was just nearby, after dropping off sim at ktm station. he was already there, checking on the car. elaine and dad went to take a picture of the car that bang our car. while me was holding on mum as she was sitt...

and i survived another round today. by saying "this is how i work, i cannot change" really get on my nerve. FINE! if you want it that way, your choice.

i almost exploded yesterday evening. i was so angry at the junior for not paying attention when we were discussing about work. she just turned her head and asked the question again when we already have the answer. my face turned red immediately. i felt so hot. i wanted to scream at her. but i didnt. i knew my intonation was higher when i told her off. she just laughed and said sorry sorry. and continued laughing and went back to her seat to revise her work. people said i'm a patient person. but i guess it's getting thinner now. my fire is getting stronger. i'm trying to hold myself back whenever something irritates me. i dont want to scream and regret later. because when you are angry, you dont know what words will come out from the mouth. so, i have been going to the toilet quite often to chill out first, before i correct them. argh! i hope i wont slap either one of them in future.

it's december already. counting this entry, i'm still 6 entries short compared to last year. how can? i thought i have written alot. but still not as much as last year! should i write daily now? just to show increment? hahaha... sam-pat! feel shitty lately. hai... oh, this sunday, i'm going to singapore. sunday go, monday come back. shiok! for our office kwismas party! "believe it or not, i'm walking on air.. " neh, we are sitting in a bus.. no flying. luckily not choo choo train. till then...

am i? i think i am... why? i dont know.

#1 : my dessert hate it when i have sore throat. hate it more when i cough. sigh... both come together, double bonus!

just got the official news that my boss will be leaving the office. clients were just informed about her joining the team in august. and now she is leaving. adoi. sure will be teased when meeting up with them end of october. hai... how to explain? 

hai.... it's the ktm train again today. reached kl sentral at about 6+pm. as usual, there was a big crowd at the platform. expected. then, i heard the announcement. "technical problem at bank negara station. train to klang and seremban will be delayed". ok. expected too! i heard another annoucement, "train to sg buloh arriving soon". i quickly went to the opposite side of the platform to board the train to kl station. my usual practise whenever kl sentral is packed. once inside the train, felt glad that i didnt have to wait at kl sentral. waited for the train to close the door. the door was not closed. remained open for quite some time. why ah? close the door lah! waited and waited... about 10min later, i walked out of the train. i walked back to seremban platform because announcement said train to bangi arriving soon. the platform was so crowded. i didnt even walked down the stairs. i heard another announcement. "train to sentul arriving soon"". ...

came in early this morning. it has been awhile since i took the 642am train. taking the earlier train means have to wake up earlier! usually i take the 657am train. but for the past 1 week, the 657am train has been cancelled. for no reason! we have to wait for the next train which was scheduled at 712am. due to the cancellation, it means JAM PACK in the next train because the 657am crowd will be merging with the 712am crowd. imagine, i could not moved my hands to scratch my face. it was that packed! so, i have no option but to take the earlier train. my working hours starts at 830am. but it's good also lah. early means less crowd in ktm and also monorail. and it's cooler when i'm walking from kl sentral to monorail station. and i can enjoy my breakfast in the office :) friends asked me before, "no plan to buy a car? you can stand (endure) taking train everyday?"... my answer, "everyday i ' stand ' in the train to go to work (no seat ma). i could not s...